There isn’t a better word to describe it than numb,
Because the truth is I don’t feel anything anymore,
Or rather I feel everything but choose to just ignore it,
Have you ever experienced emotions so conflicted that in reality you don’t know how to feel?
Perhaps that’s what I’m experiencing now,
A case of “can’t determine the feeling”
I’m just there,
Is that what this is?
I’m I merely an “Exister”
Does such a word even exist?
Does it even matter?
because for some obscure reason,
It seems to fit the puzzle just right.
Because I exist to exist.